Montag, 11. März 2013

Come back

It happened like something out of a movie. We met each other in a bar. We started talking. We met, we became friends, we became more than friends.
It was perfect and in my stomach I knew it was too good to be true - too good to last. I prayed I was wrong but now that everything has fallen apart (you have fallen apart) I'm afraid I was right.
I loved you, I still do. This love is like nothing I have ever known, nothing I knew existed. I thought I was in love until I met you and you changed everything. I love the night we keep on talking. I love how you like to cuddle. I love your passion for everything you do. I love how happy I am because of you, how I want to be a better person, how you inspire me. I love you.

But now my life is a mess, and it's out of my hands. I watnt o be with you. I can see it in your eyes like an open book that you still feel the same so why can't you admit it anymore. Everything changed. Suddenly.
I know I'm afraid of loving you anymore because I know that our story has ended. You have told me. The truth is the thought of not loving you scares me more. I can actually feel my heart clench at the thought of you becoming a stranger once more.
I miss talking and texting to you the whole day. It makes me so sick not to see you name on my iphone.

...They say if you really love someone you let them go. And if they come back, they're yours. I keep my fingers crossed for you, and more selfishly, for us.

Come back.

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